Incomprehensible

Much more so than Add. Maths or even why I'm studying so much on Islam History in my History textbook... I completely do not understand God.

It doesn't add up in my brain why I had lost my voice, out of so many days in the year, on the day of my debate competition yesterday. What doesn't add up more is how I got most of it back during the competition, when I actually needed it.

And the confusion within the confusion? I was about to get a fever (could really feel it in every cell) and it just went away after my third and fourth Panadol and a nap.

What on earth?

If none of this made sense, add this to the pile - I wouldn't have spoken anyway. The lots we drew meant that even if I was okay I wouldn't be speaking.

Perhaps God was reminding me that I can't do anything without Him and it was okay even when the world falls down because He's there for me.

Amidst the haziest, cloudiest whirlwind, He's that ray of light that tells us the tornado is settling and everything will be fine.

Thank you Lord,
- Fire ninja out.